I was blessed with an ear for music, like you. I never thought i'd needed piano lessons because this was a gift from God, therefore He'll strengthen my gift. I felt my skills behind the piano increasing as years passed and i always knew it was because of God. Then one day as i was sitting at my piano with a CD playing a song i was trying to chord, I suddenly paused it. A question entered my mind; "Is this it?". I 've always been playing by ear and i suddenly felt Although i knew my ear was excellent I wasn't satisfied. I said to myself God will satisfy this hunger because this was God given talent. Then something came over me. I realized God had done soooo much for me in just my music alone. How i was able to play piano the way i did amazed me, but it was God. Sometimes I felt like i had nothing, but through my music God spoke to me and that's all i needed. But God spoke to me and told me there is so much more he has in store for me, but i 'd have to PREPARE MYSELF. Thus, bringing me to...I wanted to learn how to read music, but i was scared. :cry:
My first class i was so frustrated. It made me laugh. All i ever knew how to play was the piano but yet i still i haven't LEARNED how to play the piano. Embarassed i was. "God has not given us the spirit of fear but he has given unto us the spirit of power..." He will always be my help, but what is a preacher if he doesn't know how to read(a blind preacher). Sure it's possible like us playing by ear, but there is a whole other world that's unexplored without the skills to read. Reading has taken my talent to another level, HOLLA!, eventhough this isn't what i want to do professionally it's all about me multiplying these talents that God has given. I was encouraged by a sermon my father had preached; based on the parable of the talents(Mat. 25:14-30) God has blessed us each with talent(s) we must multiply these talents or increase our knowledge about these talents. So I pray the next time I ask myself "is this all?" I can answer YES!!!!!!!!.
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God Bless TLJACKSON
***I didn't go to a music school i but took music fundementals, then jazz and gospel at my community college. Still craving to learn more on harmony and voicings.