I'll pray, remember, God is ever present in our time of need. He didn't come into the world to condemn, but save (John 3:17). Seek Him, he cares, if not, you wouldn't even have a chance, you wouldn't feel remorse--thank God, ask Him to help you, work with you and to choose wisely (we need to ask Him always for wisdom and the willingness to carry it out). He loves us so much, He's just waiting for us to really come to Him and find Him, discovering the depths of His love.
Jeremiah 29:11–13 (AV)
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. 12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. 13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
Be blessed, in Jesus Name.