I know a couple of you would probably like to hurt me. I say that because I am one of the musicians that doesn't usually practice during the week. I am really learning that when I don't stay close to God. I can't seem to do the work that he requires me to do. Sometimes we do right then chill a little and find out that we have wandered off of Gods path. In short I have learned that the relationship has to be first.
We dont want to hurt ya Qwan, you are already hurting your self. Good thing is that you have realized that when God is not first in your life, all other things in life begin to slowly slip away.
Now that you recognize where you need to be, repent, get up, and start fresh.
Blessings