not wrong at all. i feel the same way. i dont even have to play services. just regular sessions to just jam, learn, work together, etc. When you are serious about your craft, you long to be around other musicians who feel the same way. Just serious, dedicated, and in love with what you do. Not to be famous, not to make money, not to be noticed, not to impress this or that person, but just for the love of playing.
When you learn how to color within the lines, you may not be on the level to hang with Picasso and Van Gogh yet, but u sure as heck dont wanna stay around the other kids eating the crayons!!!!