I was just thinking over this week about something I've been dealing with for a long time. There have been many times in my life I have been happy but a good many I have not for different reasons. I'm not complaining but my guess is that a majority of people go through this. Where it's feels like the bad days out weigh the good days. I believe there is an answer for this just trying to figure it out.
Sometimes you forget why you were happy in times past. I can say that when I received salvation those were some of the best days of my life but with time things change. Family, friends, fellowship, knowledge... seem to be the key things that made me happy. I know we say if you just get saved you will be happy but the struggle with happiness transcends being save or unsaved for me. One major difference I can say though God can turn your sorrow into joy at any given moment. Maintaining true happiness is my question. I know we go through suffering at times but I can't accept it being God's will that we spend days and years really unhappy.
I'm actually testing a theory right now because this really concerns me. I'm currently working on creating an environment to help change a few lives of those close to me. I could go on with so much more but I've got to be somewhere. Ill come back tonight.