I have to keep telling myself it's not Saturday... that's what a Friday off will do to you...
I'm in that state of limbo where I've prayed about some things, and I'm believing God everything will work out, but I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen next. A few things that have happened this week have actually been worse rather than better... my FAITH is getting a MAJOR WORKOUT, LOL!!! But I'm determined!!!! What the adversary doesn't know is that I've learned a few things this time around, the worse it gets, the more I worship... worship calms me, assures me, keeps me sane... it's like a secret place in the storm. The more I focus on who God is, the more I realize that he's not surprised, threatened or intimidated by anything that's occurring in my life. That's assurance. I feel like I'm a different person right now. Yeah, I've shed a few tears, but I'm not the panicked, hopeless, desperate girl I once was. I serve THE AWESOME, POWERFUL, TRUE, and LIVING GOD. Feels good.