About me…
How many times have I crossed your mind today? How many times have you called upon me and didn’t need me? But I was right there… Right there with you, standing there, waiting for you to call me… but you never called… When I am able to help you, you never call… You only call me when you want something… or when things didn’t quite go the way you planned it… That is when I am called… I don’t think that you really care about me… Or that you really love me… How can you when you’ve hurt me so much…
Am I just a passing thought… Do you really believe that I will be there to help you out or is it hope… Hope that I will do it… Because of our past history, you may feel that I wont help even after I have warned you several times NOT to do someting… You do it anyway and then you wanna call me to help you out of it… but instead of just leaving you there in what you’ve caused to happen… I still reached out my hand to you to help… to guide you…And what do you do… sometimes you go back… other times you learned from your mistakes…
Here is what I need you to do… I need for you to diligently seek me… Even when you feel that I will not come seek me… Even when you feel like giving up… seek me… Even when you feel as though you messed up beyond mess ups… seek me…
The only way I will know that you still care… is when you diligently seek me…
