I like Adaria's attitude& Henrythrower nailed it home with his comment.
At my home church, we have a player who is just like U, except that he is still not being paid.
However, our leaders decided 2 get a professional player who gets paid.
He has built our choir from shatters & now they can compete with some of the best in the region, are stable & they're doing it 4 God's Glory..
The players have had their ups& downs (diff tastes & ideas of how they should play etc), but they make up. It is awesome when they play 2geda...but sometimes 1 finds that it is the paid player who comes while the unpaid 1 goes to play in ada crusades/ churches, where he will be paid!!
If I was to play, twouldnt so much to be paid, I just play as a fill in bcos I love 2 play.
If i ws invited & taken out my way, if I didnt have 2 use my fuel, I wouldnt accept the money bcos I would feel weird.
If I incurred expenses 2 get there/ I was using my board, a few months back I wouldnt take the $, but now I would bcos I'm no longer naive, ppl can take advantage of your equipment, but when it's maintanance/ U hv 2 buy a new 1, Ur on your own

Whatever you do, so long as U can stand boldly b4 God, then it's good.