Hi everyone, I need some help. I am a leader in my church. I have been at my church for 6 years. I have been very committed and loyal, but I'm at a hard place. I do believe God placed me in that ministry. However, for the last year, maybe year and a half, spiritualy I haven't been fed by my Pastor. The things he's teaching are wonderful, but they aren't ministering to me. I find myself reading books, listening to music and watching TBN, to be minister to. When I go to church I feel like I'm their to work and thats it. I found myself contemplating steping down from positions. When I go to church I'm not excited. We have morning prayer every Sunday Morning, and I'm there trying to receive from God. When the word comes forth, its good and I enjoy it, but it's not helping in my every day walk. I have debated leaving, but I feel like God sent me to that ministry. I don't know where God has me right now. I am pressing but I just don't know what to do. Anyone who could offer some advise and prayer would greatly be appreciated.